Hey, name's Celadon. If you know well, literally anything about me, you'll probably know I'm a big deal to this system in terms of ye ol' trauma and whatever. Long story short I was originally around here around 2018-2019, before we even knew we were a system. I? died? sometime in 2020. Be that through i/ntegration or just straight up getting lost, I don't know. I assume it's the former, I've had to rebuild a lot of myself from scratch and I don't think I'm still quite the same person I used to be, but we make do I suppose.

My source is an AU version of the game Just Shapes and Beats, but because of the trauma we've had to go through (who knew running an askblog would be so soul crushing am I right gamers) It's a lot harder for me to like or care about it these days. The game is easier to handle but I can't say that I love it? the story we wrote and everything that goes with it though, that's leagues more difficult to endure. I still try because that's well, it's where I came from and it's my home, not to mention pieces of my family are still there that I might not ever see again, in this world at least. For awhile it was only me here, but sometime in 2023 we got Sevcon, my husband. Although I'll keep grieving the losses, life is a lot easier to navigate now that I have him by my side again. We're sort of a package deal, lol. It's just cruel to separate us after everything we've gone through together.

Interestingly enough I did kinda? procure a kid, lol? I've never had children of my own, but whatever I brought up when I climbed out of my metaphorical grave just kind of manifested as this little guy, Helio. It's pretty tired from all the trauma we've had to deal with together as well as some things that I'm not even involved with, and really it just wants to be able to be a kid. When it's not being haunted by the ghost of bad experiences' past, it's actually very sweet, if maybe just a bit quiet. We're not quite sure if it's its own headmate or if it's more tangled in a subsystem situation with me, but either way we don't think its a full headmate like everyone else on the main system directory, so it gets to go on my page instead.

But yeah besides bad fandom experiences and broken relationships and whatever else life could throw at us at the time of my initial living, there's not much else about me to say, lol. I'm pretty reserved and although I like to think I'm generally laid back, I do struggle with my temper and get overstimulated/irritated easily, so idk. Watch out for that. I'm usually not trying to bite but I've just had to deal with so much shit I kinda can't do it so great anymore. I don't know if you'll see me much otherwise? I'm a surprisingly common fronter given the circumstances but I'm chronically tired and slow, so. Patience is key with me I guess.